The day ten NaPo prompt is to write a junk drawer song.
The process was to choose a song, listen to it and make notes. I was not to overthink it (yeah, right), but too late. Next, I was to rifle through a junk drawer and make more notes about the objects therein.
Third, I needed to bring the two pages of notes together by writing a poem. The final step is to name the poem.
I made a list of seven songs, then selected “The Boxer” by Simon and Garfunkel. If I am to connect a song to a poem, that folksy tune is it. If you are familiar with the Bridge Over Troubled Water version, you may not be aware of the verse sometimes left off. Read it and you’ll see me.
The verse not included:
Now the years are rolling by me—
They are rockin’ evenly.
I am older than I once was,
And younger than I’ll be.
That’s not unusual;
No, it isn’t strange:
After changes upon changes
We are more or less the same;
After changes we are more or less the same.
I had less control over the junk drawer, but I was able to choose from various depositories for miscellaneous stuff.
Take Comfort Here
I am the boxer. Back then,
I had more future than past.
It could have been worse.
I found buttons and church keys.
How I saw it all then,
Doing wrong making bad,
And sorry I wasted anytime on that bull shit.
There was a domino of Oma,
Among bottle caps of cities,
Near an empty tube of something.
But it was to please them that I wanted.
And promises I’d heard,
Smiley faced measuring tape,
Two hand fans, or was it three?
Is that a hypodermic needle?
When a boy becomes a man,
For a long time, he’s neither.
Looking for something to make his own.
An orange highlighter to ruin a good book.
Dried up glue sticks.
I felt the pain and heard the call,
A temptation was my sin.
A needle and nail polish remover?
I didn’t and still don’t know what I wanted.
In such a coal miner’s lad finds comfort.
Low places. It could be worse. An old iTouch,
A thumb drive. Julie’s roller derby pin.
I stand before the mirror.
I am still a boy with a fighter’s heart
“I’m leaving, I am leavin’ ‘n want no company,”
But I’m still the same frightened boxer.
I look both ways, at who I was and who I am:
still the same, not wishing I was gone.
The gaps are bleedin’ me, leadin’ me…home.