I’ve not written a letter to my teenage self.
If I did, it would be
crude,
rude,
and threatening.
I knew that boy
wouldn’t heed warnings.
He did little good.
The bad I remember,
the stupid,
the asinine and foolish acts
I cannot deny.
I was me.
I was there. I did it. I was
the thick-headed marauder
they claimed.
My survival is a mystery.
How it turned out like this; I’ll never know.
Look both ways in life to connect the dots.
What happened to all those years?
Mind the gaps in recall for memories denied.
Footnote: My wife edits these. She brought this to me saying, “it turned out well because you married me.” I agree. Ok, late addition of a video that kind of says cool stuff.
Life works in mysterious ways…
And I’m sure it’s a mix of a good woman and a good man. Youth is meant to be lived – not all hooligans remain so as they mature 😉
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Dear Bill,
It’s amazing that any of us survive, isn’t it? I like your wife already. I suspect aspects of that thick-headed marauder contribute to the strong character you exhibit today in your writing.
Shalom,
Rochelle
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Hey, Rochelle,
Thanks for compliment. Cantankerous they say, then and now. Others say “sensitive man” (like it’s an oxymoron), but only now.
Peace and happiness to you,
Bill
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Could have been me writing that letter! Several wives had a go at taming me but they all gave up and went!
My seventy-four!
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No comment. You seem ok now, Keith. 🙂
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Your poem made me smile, Bill. I like your wife’s comments! Often it’s the people in our lives that turn us around. 🙂 I imagine you still have a cantankerous side that’s been tempered over the years by your sensitive side.
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Glad you liked it, Sue. I still have my dark side, tempered or not. 🙂
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